FUCK YOU ARON HERNANDEZ. You’ve made me gone through never ending pain.
Revelry by Kings of Leon
What a night for a dance, you know I’m a dancing machine
With a fire in my bones and the sweet taste of kerosene
I get lost in the night so high I don’t want to come down
To face the loss of the good thing that I’ve found
In the dark of the night I could hear you calling my name
With the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain
So I drink and I smoke and I ask you if you’re ever around
Even though it was me who drove us right in the ground
See the time we shared it was precious to me
But all the while I was dreaming of revelry
Born to run, baby run like a stream down a mountainside
With the wind in my back I don’t ever even bat an eye
Just know it was you all along who had a hold of my heart
But the demon and me were the best of friends from the start
So the time we shared it was precious to me
All the while I was dreaming of revelry
Dreaming of revelry
And I told myself boy away you go, it rained so hard it felt like snow
Everything came tumbling down on me
In the back of the woods in the dark of the night
Paleness of the old moonlight everything just felt so incomplete
Dreaming of revelry
Dreaming of revelry
Dreaming of revelry
Dreaming of revelry
Ugh how stupid..
I dont know why.. but it seems that some nights i’m constantly thinking of everything.. and it makes me so sad. Theres a lot of nights when i feel like i dont have anyone. Even my bestestfriends seem sometimes to not care about me as much as i care about them. I dont think i know anyone who understands how i feel at times. I miss you.. but im not suppose to..
"I hate the nights when i sit and remember."
Thoughts
Love. I’ve always been the girl who wanted that “dream guy” haha well i guess im just going to stop fantasing on that one. After realizing the guy, i thought i was in love with, kicked me to the curb, i realized number 1. i fell for him too fast and number 2. i dont need a guy to make me happy, or complete me. Soo many girls depend on guys and i dont want to have to depend on anyone.
But then again theres a side to me where i wish soo badly i could have someone to reach out to me and say all these things they really feel, not just to lie to fuck me. I understand he wont be “prince charming” but i want him to be someone i can trust and feel confident with. Someone like when you see them your heart starts beating fast and that smile doesnt fade…
